AHHHH im soooo bored! today was one of the worst days ever. I'm not saying there is some horrable trauma going on, but I'm so bored. No one calls me, I used to always be on the phone. And now hardly ever. God sometimes I feel like I don't have friends, esp when I'm bored out of my mind sitting inside on a saturday night.

first blog
I never tell people how I feel...like never. So I thought...a blog isn't telling someone..hehe. I mean I need to get these feelings out before I do something wrong. Like REALLY wrong..you know what I mean. I think something I can write down what I'm feeling could be good...well maybe.
-i feel anger
-i feel boredness
god damn...today is gross. I don't have anything to do, my parents are crazy and it's so damn cold. ERG I'm gonna go take this thing off my profile. Why the hell did I even put it there? I mean I don't want to share with the world my feelings, but if I share them with anyone I'd rather know that my friends are reading it. They think they know me, but I'm the only one who does. I'm the only one who knows how I feel day in and day out. well screw if they know me, if they want to they will.